firstly, i have to apologise for sucking so badly during the race just now. i know i could have done better and beat half the guys i was running against. but probably it was because of the lousy take off and the slight trip. plus, we are only IP1 and were the only teams with 3 girls and 1 guy. then again, they can be just excuses. don't worry, the class without any spirit, next year we'll own, somehow.
we started the day with the council investiture. after that, everything went downhill. we did napfa then played a little basketball. again, sorry for not realising that it was only a game. math then physics and payment, when Tracy and I were desperately looking for runners because we so did not want to forfeit the events. eventually we managed to send two teams, changing almost the whole of both teams. and i proud of everyone who ran, who so willingly agreed to fill up the empty slots.
this whole week and the last had been crap. so much rushing of work and so much nonsense shit. but thankfully term 2 is coming to an end. and before long, i'd find myself rushing from place to place, like in 10 days i'm flying off to Germany for 3 1/2 weeks, leaving me with 4 days for study for that dreaded assessment week. and when i'm back, after ass week, is OBS, immediately followed by the Melbourne trip. like whoa there goes 4 weeks of term 3 and 8 weeks of my shortlived life.
but it's good. i like leading a busy life. i like having no time for myself to have suicidal thoughts or brutal murder plans or anything of that sort. (don't worry, i'm a nice person. at least i don't go around threatening people with a penknife. i believe more in using what we are born with.) i'm a city person, though i like the peacefulness and quietness of the toilet sometimes.
i have a goal in life, so i'm not that worthless afterall, even though i couldn't even run the simple 100m properly today.
two random shots from one of those nights:
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