sundayshit la it's obs tomorrow, which makes tonight my last night on my bed for like a month. to think i thought my sister would give up her bed for the French girl. looks like she'd rather inconvenience others than to actually do what she's supposed to do. so therefore, i had to sacrifice my bed and get shifted to another room.
like i've mentioned, it's obs for 5 days tomorrow. i hope i'll come back well and that everything was worth it. yes, it'll be great.
so i was packing my cupboard last night till today afternoon. i managed to clear like half of the clothes there and many other junk. of course, not everything in there is unwanted and useless. in fact, i found some of my older mixtapes which i used to burn for that special someone. and you'd always burn for me too. why not now anymore? is it because we don't trust air mail or is it just that you left? you left, moron. and you only told me on the day itself. the worse part was, i had to find out from someone else.
speaking of leaving, why is everyone leaving me? or vice versa. egal.
yesterday, i just found out that my maid of 11 years would be leaving in 1 1/2 months. and everyone knew, except me. they all just kept me in the dark, until yesterday. yesterday.
and then last year, i left my teammates. sorry.
not too long ago, i left the Bonns and Jenny.
early next year, someone else is going away too. and it's for good.
there were and are going to be more, sadly.
and i guess this is growing up. because when failure is not an option, running away is. and you, whom i know would never read this, but still, you cheated, lied and left, just like everybody else.
have a good week ahead everyone. (and this is the part when i smile.)
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