omg omg carnival today was good. i thought we all played really well even though we didn't win. i was exceptionally proud of myself for the Extremes game cause i think i did actually make an effort for that one.
honestly, i'm extremely worn out now. i am perpetually exhausted and being caffeine immune, no amount of coffee can actually help me. i think what i need most is sleep and rest, and of course nothing to think about. but all this seems to be just a fantasy since i have to go back to school like every weekday, and worse still, in the morning. omg dammit at this rate, my holidays are turning into hellidays. you'll see me with strands of hair. and no, they will not be the purple-turned-into-white hair extensions.
I NEED A BREAK. JUST CUT ME SOME SLACK FOR A DAY OR TWO, PLEASE.
on a lighter note, Jie Qi is finally being very nice to me by letting me burp into her ear and exchanging her phone with me. though she wanted to stay in the shop Girls to try on the hairbands and didn't care that she was late, i forgive her because she is going to bring her phone charger for me tomorrow. (okay, i totally made the Girls part up.) what's true is, Jie Qi is becoming more like a girl because she will be using a pink flip phone until the LucieMarryWenJia party on the 30th!
&& my plan to go Escape is finally coming true. i am actually very excited. i want to drive the go karts and ride the rollercoasters and the wet and wild ride and the pepsi spinning thing and the motion stimulator and the pirate ship and the really tiny ferris wheel and the flying thing which i don't know what's it called and everything else! CAN YOU SENSE HOW MUCH I AM LOOKING FORWARD TO OUR ESCAPE OUTING? PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE TELL ME WE WILL HAVE IT NEXT SUNDAY AND THAT IT WILL NOT RAIN LIKE TODAY.
i want to go cycling too. i want to meet up with Weird Serene. i want to remove my white spots. i want to welcome the new year with a bang. i want to spend Christmas with someone/many someones special. i want i want i want a lot of things but i think what i need most now is company and time. energy and motivation cannot be missed out too. if only i can have all these for Christmas, i'd be satisfied.
but of course, it'd be really great to have Joyce back!
paul: so you finally decided to reply me. looks like the great usa made you forget about your friends back home. you have no idea how annoyed i was.
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