I HAD A BAD DAY. or rather, i had a chain of bad days. but today was just, ...
i was so close to getting another one on impulse again. but eventually i became rational and thought it over again. i wonder how long it would be before i really lose my mind. not yet, but i would say it's pretty soon.
i'm trying to find ways to make myself happier. i don't know, retail therapy sounds good, that is, if i really could buy everything i want. and i mean everything. for a start, silk dress, fcuk top, and shoes.
I WANT TO PLAY SPARKLERS REAL BAD. WHICH KIND SOUL IS WILLING TO PLAY WITH ME TMR? (I AM BRINGING ONE WHOLE BOX OF IT TO SCHOOL AND STEALING ONE OF MY DAD'S LIGHTERS SO I AM PRETTY SURE WE'LL HAVE SOME FUN.)
