so deep, that it didn't even bleed.
so deep, that i didn't even scream fuck me.
didn't want to post today, but since this day only comes once every four years, i figured i might as well should.
29th February - the only day when girls get to propose and not be rejected. stupid Irish tradition, but hey, it's pretty cool. so whoever i propose to will have to say yes to me. awesome.
well, i spent both my study days in school. i think i've become more disciplined this year, but it's probably a little too late. i need time, time to restructure my life and think about what i really want. plastic surgeon - a little too ambitious? but that's just me. sometimes i wish for things i know i will never get. and they say dreaming is for fools.
congratulations to Anglican High B Div Netball for making it into Top4! at least there's something for you to look forward to now. favourite person, not in front of you, but i can burn when you're not around yeah? keep your phone close, i might just call you out for coffee really soon. love.
i don't need someone to assure that everything's going to be okay because i know it will not and i've already found my salvation so please just leave me be unless i get too carried away and eventually really do become suicidal. but for now, i'm doing just fine.
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