i want to go back to the past, when i still didn't know anything and had people to depend on. though i didn't have friends then, at least i had family.
didn't go to school today and i realised how much i'd actually miss it. feels really weird to be home the whole day doing nothing, except sleep. at 5 i couldn't stand it anymore and decided to go cycling. nobody wanted to go with me, so i had to cycle alone. but i'm fine with it honestly. cycled up the hill to the secondary school only find that only three of them were left. never mind, still managed to play some ball. and i didn't stop at all while cycling up the hill!!! cycled to Tampines Mart after that. i nearly got lost there, but i am smart enough to ask for directions. met favourite person and Eileen. cycled back with favourite person, but she was running instead.
we looked like idiots dashing across the expressway exit with a bike and some girl running in slippers. but it's okay, at least we weren't harmed. sent her home, and i rushed back. it was late, dark and my bike didn't have any lights. i was kinda scared because the road home wasn't very brightly lit. made it home eventually.
i miss cycling with the girls. i miss those long and dangerous trips we took. i miss us going about yelling like a bunch of lunatics. and the list goes on...
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