because the J2s+Ms Lim+Weiming&Bernard were mean and it was Pauline's stupid idea.
red. red. still red.
no, i am not sad about it. (okay maybe i am. but just a little.) more of disappointed i would say. personally i think i could have done it, but i don't know what happened. maybe it was because i haven't been reading my rules well enough or prepared myself sufficiently. but i don't think it was the coke i had or the rolling that we did, although i do admit that i didn't feel too good by the end of the third quarter. i'm not blaming anyone else but myself. because i already knew halfway that i didn't make the cut. it's alright i guess, after all i did try. i really did. (pauline, does this answer your question?)
and i'm glad that everyone at Netball Singapore was so supportive and thoughtful, Miss Vivian included. they were all just so nice and cool. i think i made many new friends yesterday. so can i be the next postergirl?
i got myself a new (boy)friend from taekwondo today. have i mentioned how much i like meeting and getting to know new people? now i think i have.
will be gone for about a week because the school is sending us little IP kids to Pulau Ubin to get eaten up by scary monsters hiding in the forests and come back looking a zillion shades darker than black. okay, maybe i'm exaggerating, but i really really really really really really really don't want to go for OBS the second time. my first experience was bad enough. i just hope this time's would be better. much better.
on the bright side, it's only a week, not like forever. (thank god.) but there'll be things i wouldn't want to leave behind. or rather, someone. and i hope i can make it for grading next sunday. i wouldn't want to waste another 3 months learning/practising the same pattern.
