i know i've kinda been MIA here for quite some time already, but if you are my friend you should know what's been happening.
so anyway,
pictures.
1) Be Yourself Day
2) Joyce's birthday/Teachers' Day celebrations
3) class picnic
4) birthday party
5) Ci Hui's barbecue
6) (un)sweet sixteen
death race today. did some work too, just a little.
i want to talk a bit here about my sixteenth birthday.
fifth september was definitely one of the crappiest day of my life. for years i expected it to be nice, sweet and fun but that day totally sucked. i spent most of it getting upset and not enjoying myself at all. my life was quite a mess then but i'm glad i've pretty much sorted it out already. maybe it was because the night before was Ci Hui's barbecue which Liang Kai had planned for her. but maybe not. i don't know, things got ugly and frustrating over the phone. but favourite person, yicheng, zhuting, hongkai and huayu stalked me home without me knowing and were the first to wish me happy birthday in persons. Reuben came and made things better. but i don't know if it's PMS or whatever i woke up late in the morning and things started to go downhill from there. Ming Swee, Lee Ying, Ryan, Raymond, Grace, Zhu Ting and Brenda came over to surprise me at night and that kinda made things better. though i have many lovely friends and an awesome boyfriend, i wish i could say the same about my family. evidently not. maybe sometimes all i want is a closer relationship with them but they just don't seem to get it.
thank you everyone for every little thing you did. like just simply smiling at me for saying hi is sufficient to make my day. of course, there were those who did so much more than that, namely Reuben, Lee Ying and Zhu Ting.
and i been wondering,
why the fuck do we celebrate birthdays?
answer me, anyone. comment.
love and peace.
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